5.Side Benefit

I succeeded in sending Gail to the guild, it’s decided that today I will be the one who will take care of the boy. It was unusual for Gail to protest about something with me, but the result was still my victory.

For now, I should prepare something to eat for the boy. But honestly, Gail and I can’t really cook anything, so you can’t expect a good taste. I don’t have confidence, but I think it will be okay. I simmered the rest of the rabbit that Mintz used yesterday, put vegetables and herbs in the pot, then mixed it.

Working with one arm is really not efficient, but I’m used to it.

I used the same ingredients to make the soup like Mintz did, but why is the taste so…. different? Oh well, the boy is still unconscious anyway. He can’t taste anything. This is okay for the time being.

I checked the boy’s condition, it seems that there is no change and his breathing is normal too. Thank god there is not much house work to do today. After finishing the cooking and cleaning, I headed to Gail’s room where the boy is sleeping. I bring toasted bread, soup, and dried meat in my hand for the boy to eat.

I tried shouting, “Boy, it’s time to eat.” but there is no answer. Well of course…

After entering the room I remembered what Gail said yesterday. “Fed him by mouth huh……”

Well, this is the best and maybe the only way to feed an unconscious person, but when I look at the boy’s face it’s feels like I’m doing something bad.

I don’t have a left arm so I can’t support the boy’s body while feeding him like Gail can.

So, I sit him on a chair, making sure his shoulders lean on a cushion, I lift his chin with my right hand so that his face tilts upwards, and slowly feed him with my mouth.

I open the boy’s mouth a little with my fingers and feed him the soup with mine. I slowly pour the soup using my tongue while paying attention so that he won’t get choked or the soup spills from his mouth. While confirming the boy successfully swallowed little by little, I feed him several more times.

“What’s this… this feel so good..”

I heard that sex with a human will bring a tremendous pleasure, especially to us, a beastman, but I never thought it was true. To think minor contact like kissing would feel this good.

“God….It feels like I had done something bad…”

I can’t stop thinking to myself, while feeding him with my mouth, my tongue touched his tongue and teeth. It’s really feels so good.

This is bad, looks like I’m addicted to this boy.

I really can’t stop myself. While fighting with my own desire, somehow I successfully fed him the remaining soup, the healing potion, and give him the treatment for his wounds.

“Boy.. Please get well soon and show your eyes to us. I want to hear your voice too.”

Time passed really quickly, while watching the boy’s sleeping face, Gail came back home with Mintz.

“Well, although I said the boy will be fine, I still worried about him, so I came to check on his condition. Ah! Wow, he looks much better than yesterday. Maybe he will wake up tomorrow or the day after. The talk about healing the fracture will take after he wakes up, is that alright? ”

“Yeah, I think it’s alright… but I don’t think his physical strength has returned..”

Mintz, who finished his examination on the boy, heads to the kitchen and starts cooking for us and the boy.

“What the hell?! Is this a soup?! You can’t call everything edible just because it can be eaten you know?!”

While complaining about what I made, Mintz puts some seasoning, meat, and vegetables into the soup, and mixes it. I don’t know what he did with it, but when I tasted it again, it had become so different from the one I made. Yeah.. It’s become more like a soup.. I mean, it’s delicious.

After that, we had a discussion with Gail about the Guild work while we had a meal.

When we were done, it was already time to feed the boy.

“Okay.. Because today’s my turn to nurse the boy, leave it to me.”

“…I don’t mind if I have to nurse the boy today too you know…”

“Gail….LEAVE. It. To. Me, okay..?”

Gail seemed dissatisfied with it and started grumbling, but I just brushed it off. After preparing to sleep, I head towards the bedroom and lie my body down beside the boy. I brought his body close to me, and hug him.

A super sweet smell like a fruit cake out from the boy’s body and It somewhat makes me drunk. My breath become heavy, and when I saw the boy’s neck, I really want to bite him. How delicious would his blood be? I thought something really dangerous, but somehow I managed to get my senses back and forget about it.

After that, I confirmed the boy’s condition and go to sleep.

Gail’s POV

I can’t stop thinking about the boy and woke up earlier than usual. When I think about hi, sleeping together with Doug, my heartbeat becomes unstable and I can’t calm down. I wonder why..?

I headed to the bedroom the boy is in for the time being to see his condition. And then, I saw a figure of him sleeping in Doug’s arm. I rushed to the two of them without thinking and get Doug away from him.

“… what are you doing? Isn’t it too early to get up yet?”

“You’re too sticky, he’s suffering.”

Well… I know the boy is not suffering but let’s just say that.

“Oh…sorry, it feels really comfortable when I hug him, so… Well, he is a good body pillow.”

“Didn’t you sleep together with him in order to nurse him …?”

“Well, of course, I’m always checking his condition, but, well, his smell is…strange, I feel so comfortable when I hold him.”

“…. Anyway, how about waking up already?”

“Yeah, I have to get up early and go to the guild.”

Doug got up from the bed and started dressing, so I also leave the room, going to the kitchen and started preparing breakfast.

Then, we eat breakfast together and Doug heads off to the guild.

Just like the other day, I feed the boy some soup and medicine, the boy’s condition is getting better than yesterday, there is some wounds that are still swollen, but the bleeding and big scars are already healed.

After that, I go to nearby shops to buy some food and clothes that the boy can wear when he gets up. I would like to see him actually wear the clothes, but looks like I have to wait until he wakes up to make that wish come true.

I returned home and finishing all the house work. When I was done, Doug returned from the guild with Mintz.

Mintz seems to be worried about the boy too. Yesterday, he was already waiting for me in full preparation even though I was still talking to the guild’s people about work.

Mintz checked the boy’s condition like yesterday and said,

“He is really getting better, everything is alright.”

He quickly made something to eat for us and then went home.

I finish everything I need to do fast and head to the boy’s room, this time I will be the one who hold him while sleeping. I close my eyes and took a trip to the dream world while sniffing his refreshing smell.

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Update!!!

I has a little late but to make up for it here are five,(yes you read that right 5) new chapters(well old) since quite a few of you have said that the chapters 1-5 had broken links, probably from the NU page which I also found and hated immensely. So here they are for your reading pleasure!

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4.Nursing

Doug’s POV

I was really surprised when I heard that Gail bought a slave.

Of course I hate someone who sells or buys slaves, but I know how much Gail really hates the slavery system too. Besides, I’m also concerned about the fact that Gale, who had no interest in other people, had taken interest to one person that much. However, after I see the slave’s state, I understand why Gail bought him.

The boy’s condition is really bad, completely full of wounds.

Though those wounds may have come from a battlefield, hunting in the forest, or fight against demons, but that kind of work…… it’s almost impossible for such a young child to do that kind of work. I swear in my heart that someday, if I meet people who are responsible for his wounds, I will bring all of them to jail. However, after seeing the calm look on the boys face when he sleeps makes me smile, compared to his pain filled face he had before his expression right now is so much better. Why does it make me feel happy just looking at it?

From the start, I already like children (of course, there is no sexual meaning in it), I really think that any child is cute, pretty, and should be protected. But, when I look at the boy, I don’t know why, my heart feel so calm and warm.

Certainly the boy’s appearance is pretty cute, if I have to say honestly, it’s to my liking. However, even though his appearance is cute doesn’t mean that the throbbing I feel right now comes from that. I want to push him down and make him cry, I want to make him cry until there are no tears left in his eyes and he can’t cry anymore for the rest of his life, after that I want to treasure him, protect him, and spoil him as much as I can with everything that I have. That feeling is blooming in my heart at an unstoppable pace.

When I found a prey I never miss it, I will never let him go, my instinct as a lion shows up a little.

Even though he is still so young, I don’t know why I have this feeling when I see him. Is this boy my fated partner? But, even though there is that possibility, doesn’t mean it’s really an answer for this. Well.. if this boy is really my fated partner that will be really nice. While thinking about that I gently stroke his hair and forehead. Unconsciously, my ears pop out a little. When I looking at his lovely face I can’t stop smiling.

When I heard that Gail gave him a drink with mouth to mouth I was jealous for a moment rather than being surprised.

Well… I will give him some medicine next time too. I’m really looking forward to that time.

Not long after that, Gail came out from the bath.

The boy’s condition is looking good, so I decided to leave the room and eat dinner with Gail

Gail POV

Doug and I had a simple dinner with the soup that Mintz made, of course after leaving enough of an amount to let the boy to eat again. I was thinking about the boy’s meal for tomorrow, but… oh well, I will think about that when the time comes.

“I guess I’ll be going to sleep… by the way Gail, the boy is using your bed, so what about you?”

“I don’t mind.”

“Don’t mind? What are you going to do? Isn’t it impossible for you to sleep on the sofa with your body?”

“No problem, my bed is big, even if the boy is sleeping there I can still sleep well without problems.”

“What? You are going to sleep together?”

Of course. I can’t leave him alone in this condition right?

“Well, if something happened while we sleep, I will notice it sooner.”

“Surely that’s so, but … well … well…. Then, today you are sleeping with him but tomorrow is my turn, okay?”

“Why? I’m good doing it every day though?”

“Even if you are good with it, I am not.”

I still don’t understand why we should. Rather, I want to take care of the boy by myself, but there is no choice if Doug said that.

“Okay, then can I ask we change daily?”

“Yeah, let’s take care of the boy carefully, then … Good night Gail.”

As he said that, Doug disappeared into his bedroom.

I prepare the water for the boy’s needs, and head toward my bedroom where he is. When I look at him sleeping calmly I feel relaxed, but a lot of sweat is dripping from his forehead and it’s make me a little worried. I sit beside him, wipe the sweat, and give water with mouth to mouth.

His throat seems to be dry and his body is trying so hard to swallow the water given by me – this feeling is similar to feeding a small animal and looks like this will become a habit.

As usual, I go to bed with my upper body naked, then I lay by his side. Actually, I wanted to hug him while sleeping, but because he has fracture, and his wounds are still not cured yet, I restrain myself from doing so. In exchange, I make him use my arm as a pillow, facing his body towards me, with his forehead touching my chest. I wiped his body with just warm water and he probably hasn’t taken a bath for a long time, because of that I thought he would smell bad, but what come from him was a nice scent like a refreshing forest.

I rotate to the other arm to be his pillow. When I close my eyes, I can somewhat feel his hot body temperature unintentionally and unexpectedly.

The next morning, I woke up and confirmed his condition. His consciousness still hasn’t come back yet. However, his breathing is stable and complexion is not bad, so I think there will be no problem. I prepared myself quickly, getting him to drink the rest of the soup, water and potion like yesterday (if you mixed it with honey, it’s somewhat easier to drink), applied the medicine for the scars on his whole body and changed the bandages.

Thinking about the medicine, it reminds me of the medicine for his butt, the pitiful state of his butt that ripped and bleeding comes to my mind and it makes me feel bitter. That terrible wound was probably because there was a guy with a beast’s body that raped him. If I meet that man, I feel like I will beat him, torture him until he beg for the death, and do many things that I can’t say to others.

I feel somewhat sorry to touch his butt while he still unconscious, but I have to do it, I lay his face on the bed, open his leg slowly, and check the appearance of the affected area. It seems that it has become considerably better, although it’s still has some swelling in several parts and scratches. I take a lot of medicine on my fingertips and gently apply it. I was worried whether I should apply it all the way back or not, but in the end I just put a little of my fingertip in so that I can apply it inside.

Doug seemed to have woken up. So we had a simple breakfast together and we decided which one of us will have to go to work today.

In the end, it was decided that I will be the one who has to show his face at the guild today. To win against Doug in a war of words is more difficult for me than fighting with a monster. I don’t want to go to work and be separated from the boy, I really want to take care of him myself. So I decided to finish work as soon as possible and return as fast as I can.

After a goodbye I headed to the guild.

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2.Bought Again

I doubted my own ears. My face is swollen until it’s shape can’t be seen anymore, I’ve been injured everywhere and even if I had to say it myself, I’m just a broken tool. I also think that I don’t have any value either as a labor slave or even as a sex slave anymore. The person who said he want to buy me talked to the slave trader and they started the negotiations. After a while, the negotiations were settled, I was taken out from the cage and brought to the person who wanted to buy me.

“Well then, this is the slave certificate, dear customer are you sure you are okay with this slave? I think this slave will not last much longer, just so you know if you want to returned the goods I won’t hear you, is it really OK? Hey you!! Don’t you want to greet your new master?!!”

The slave trader who was standing behind pushed me towards the man who bought me – no, I mean my new master. However, because my leg is injured and I don’t have any strength left, I just fall and sit in front of the new master. It’s useless……I will get punished again …my body was trembling in dogeza posture (deep bowing). But surprisingly, the master carries my body gently with his single hand and left without saying anything.

I was amazed that I was carried with one hand and relieved for a moment, but a master can’t do something so kind like this to a slave, so I’m desperately trying to motion from him to put me down.

“It must be hard walking while injured right? Don’t worry about anything, just stay still.” His words surprised me, then he changed how he was carrying my body, from a side hold to the princess hold.

I decide to stay quiet and still because if I try to convey anything more than this, I’m afraid it will make my master’s mood become bad.

Even with Master carrying me in his arm, why do his foot steps sound like the master didn’t put the weight on one of his feet at all? I think he’s walking while dragging one foot.

Although I was being carried by Master the whole way, my body that already had all it’s strength depleted caused me to almost lose consciousness several times, but I still managed to endure it somehow.

He continued walking for a while, Master still carrying me, he climbed a few stairs, and then I heard the sound of a door opening. As Master went inside, a loud voice was heard from further in the house.

“Oh.. It’s just Gail. Welcome ho….. Wait! What is it you’re carrying?!”

“I bought him.”

“….hold on.. What?! You.. you bought a slave?”

“I did.”

“What.. Why?? Well…. let’s talk about it later, until when do you want to continue carrying him around like that? Let him down already.”

After the other male talks to my master. My master put me down on the floor gently. Originally I have to say a greeting here, but I can’t speak and it’s even difficult for me to stand because of the pain in my legs. The only thing I can do is to do a dogeza. I prepared myself to get punished. While doing a dogeza somehow my physical strength reaches its limit. And then, I fainted.

Gail’s POV

When I put down the slave boy on the floor, suddenly he started to kneel down and began trembling. After that, the boy lost his consciousness. I hurriedly check his condition, he seemed to be breathing normally, but he has a fever, and his complexion is really bad.

“Oi, is he okay?”

“He still breathing but he has a fever. First, let’s let him rest.”

“That’s right. Let’s leave the explanation for later… But, I’m really surprised because you suddenly bought a slave.”

“I understand. But we have to do something about this boy first….”

“Okay, first let’s change his clothes and bring him to the bath…. Wait, he doesn’t have any physical strength so the bath is bad huh… For now let’s wipe his body and put him on the bed. His face is also swollen, let’s call Mintz I’m sure he will be able to help this boy.”

I lay the boy down on the sofa, I have to prepare warm water and a towel to wipe his body. So I go to another room to gather everything I need. When I get back I see Doug is changing the boys clothes. But suddenly Doug’s face became pale. I rushed over to see what happened and am stunned after seeing what was there. It was a really miserable sight.

No meat or fat, only bone and skin can be seen on the boy’s body. The wounds that seem to come from beatings and whipping spreads across his entire being. There were old wounds that are still swollen and some new wounds that are still bleeding all over him.

“This boy is still underage right? To be beaten until his face can’t be recognized anymore, and his body to become this miserable, those guy sure are evil…”

“Yeah…”

“This country is the only one that still permits slavery, I hope this country is destroyed! Damn it…!”

Bang!! Doug kicks the wall. Despite his appearance, Doug loves children very much. I also feel angry when I know about how bad this boy’s condition is, but Doug’s expression is more furious than mine.

“His left leg and right arm are broken, I thought it was strange because he couldn’t seem to stand well …..”

“Really?!!”

Doug holds his head, his face red. I prayed in my heart that my guess, the worst thing that could happen to this boy hasn’t really happen. I flipped the boy’s body slowly and checked his backside, blood started dripping like a river, his ass was ripped.

“Looks like this boy is a sex slave too…”

“!!!!!!”

Doug checking the boy too, loses his words.

“Are you kidding me?! This is not something that people will do right!?”

“…..Let’s clean and heal his body first right now. We will think about other things later.”

“You’re right. If Mintz comes he can heal this boy’s wounds.”

Doug and I use towels with hot water to wipe off the dirt and blood on the boy’s body as gently as possible. The towels starts to turn black, changing the hot water over and over, and finally the dirt was almost gone.

Doug holds the boy with one arm so that he can clean his hair, and when he wash the hair with hot water, slowly, the dirt is cleaned off. When it was dirty, I didn’t realize, but the boy’s hair was completely jet black.

“Black hair?! I see.. that’s why this boy was targeted.”

“You’re right. Not just his hair, in the slave market I saw his eye’s for just a moment, and they are also black.”

“Black hair and eyes?! Furthermore, this boy is a human tribe. Because he is a rare being of course many people will target him.”

In general, it’s said that the higher magical power the human have, the darker the color eyes and hair they will have. Although I only heard black haired and black eyed human tribe from the legend, to think it really existed …….

After we finished wiping his body, I smear the medical cream on his wounds. If healing magic is used it will heal better to some extent, but a healing magic is exhausting on the physical strength of the person. So I’m sure Mintz won’t use strong healing magic on the boy.

“I will clean up everything. You carry him to bed…”

“Yeah, leave it to me….So light?! What is this, isn’t this boy too light? Well.. if you see his body you won’t find it strange because his body completely only had skin and bones… It’s all right boy. Leave it to uncle. I will feed you many delicious things so that you can put some meat on.”

Doug was hugging the boy in his arm and patting the boys head gently, tears falling from Doug’s eyes. I have known him for a really long time so I already know about this fact, but he’s a really good guy.

I carried the no longer hot water to the bathroom and cleaned up everything, after that a cheerful sound came from the entrance of the house.

“Hello!! Excuse me~”

Looks like Mintz has come. I finished cleaning, and hurried to the front door and guided Mintz to the bedroom.

“Well, I had urgent business at work, but because branch chief called me in such a hurry I was panicking because I thought something had happened, so I did my best to end my job in a flash! So then, what do you need from me?”

“Sorry about that, Mintz. At first I thought I could bring him and visit you at your place, but I can’t do that. So I would like you to take a look at his wounds here.”

The boy is still sleeping, Dough turned over the blanket. Mints looking at the miserable figure of the boy and his eyes fully open in surprise.

“Eh?.. What? This…. Isn’t this too awful? Branch chief…. I don’t mean to speak bad about a person’s sexual preference, but isn’t this a little too much? If you have a preference for little boys it’s still… Okay I think? Well it’s a crime though…. But this sadistic play… isn’t this a little too much? In the first place, to think you have a taste for a play like this… Ahh! So this is why you didn’t have a long lasting relationship with your partners until now… By the way, this was mutual agreement right? If not then… Even if you are the branch chief, I will report you to the police, okay?”

Receiving a word attack without stopping even for one second from Mintz, Doug’s face became red.

“Are you kidding me?!! I don’t have a taste for little boys or a sadistic fetish like that!! Listen to me, Gail bought this boy at the slave market and brought him home. When the boy arrive in the house he fainted, has a fever, his complexion is bad, also as you can see his body full of wounds. That’s why I called you!! Do you understand?!!”

“Ehh.. Then this slave is Gail’s… So that means the one who have a preference for little boys is…”

“Let’s not talk about that for now. First, please look at his wounds, his face is swollen, wounds from whipping and beatings are all over his body, left leg and right arm are broken. Also, the wound around his anus are terrible.”

When Mintz heard how bad the boy’s condition is he approached the boy and began checking the state of the wounded parts.

“So this boy is a slave… to experience such awful things..”

After finished checking the boy’s whole body, Mintz starts talking with a gloomy face.

“There are many wounds, but there are no fatal ones. It will be okay to heal the fracture and other wounds. Just…. his fever and his zero strength body are remarkable. In this state my healing magic can’t really cure him.”

After saying that much Mintz sighed.

“As you know, healing magic uses the patients own strength and vitality to repair the wound. It may be dangerous for him if I use strong healing magic. Only wounds that are still bleeding can be cured with simple healing magic, but to heal the other wounds, we must wait for the boy’s physical strength to recover. In any case, I think that you two need to keep nursing him until he feels better.”

Mintz closed his eyes and his hands wrapped around on the boy’s face then starts to cast healing magic. A warm light wrapped the boy’s whole body, and then it disappear into him.

“Fuu… I think this is all I can do for him for now.”

When looking at the boy’s body, the wounds that were dripping blood are blocked, leaving a slight trace. His swollen face had regained the original appearance back.

“This boy is quite cute…”

You’re right, he is cute…”

“………………….”

I didn’t say it out loud, but honestly I really thought that the boy was cute too. For me his look is refreshing and it’s the ideal type of face that I always like.

“I think if he opens his eyes it will be more cute.”

“So you really like little boys huh, branch chief?…. Oww! It hurts! I’m sorry… It’s a joke…. Don’t clench your fists! Stop hitting me!”

Mintz was crying a little from receiving Doug’s iron fist.

When Mintz finished the healing magic for the boy, he applies medicine to the wounds, wraps the wounds using bandages, and gives instructions to us on how to nurse him daily.

Really, If not for his mouth, he’d be a truly capable person…..

“Well then, this is the medical cream for the wounds. Apply it twice a day and cover the wound with a bandage after. And one more thing, because broken bones are fixed by placing some pins, can you please be careful not to move his body even if his consciousness returns?”

Mint takes out a small bottle from his bag, he looks at it and tries to say something about it.

“Is something wrong?”

“No, it’s nothing…. This medicinal cream is to heal the wound on his butt… You need to apply it daily on his wound, but…. if his consciousness is back, he may be frightened when you try to treat him, so don’t forcibly apply it okay? Please give it to him gently. And also… his fever is really high so you can give him this potion 2 times a day.”

I put a blanket on the boy and put away the treatment tools, drugs, and bandages that I received from Mintz.

Doug put his right hand on my shoulder.

“Well then, Gail. Can you tell me about the detailed circumstances?”

Doug said with a smiling face. But his eyes aren’t smiling at all! I feel the full force of his power on my shoulder and it’s making a sound. Ouch, if you grip it with your full power it will really hurt, please stop…

“Wow~ I want to know about the circumstances too~”

“I understand… I will talk… But.. Please… Take away your hand from my shoulder… ”

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3.Black eyed slave

“I went to the east districts stores to buy food and sundries.”

I’m telling Mintz and Doug the story about how I bought the boy while we drink tea in the living room.

“Oh, while we’re talking about this I will make soup thats easy to drink. Since the two of you can’t cook, I will borrow the kitchen okay?”

“Sorry to bother you with this, thank you Mintz.”

After that, Mintz began preparing soup.

“I finished buying most of the things that I needed in the East district, but because there were still some things that I had to find I decided to try searching the South area…..”

Compared to the East district, security in the South area is not very good. There are lots of bars, brothels, slave markets and other shops. Usually I would only go to the East district, but the magical tool shop that sells one of the things that I needed is only open in the South area.

“The Mard shop?”

“Yeah, and on the way to the shop there was a slave market open.”

“Recently, the security around that place is getting worse and worse. I heard that even illegal slaves are sold well there.”

I didn’t want to see a slave market. I feel sorry for the slaves but I can’t do anything to save them all. So, usually, I won’t stop by that place and walk as quickly as I can.

“There was a cage in the corner of the slave market where the boy was in. Our eyes met and it seemed like he would stop breathing at any moment.”

I still don’t know why I was interested in him at that time. Even though there were many slaves in the same bad condition in that place other than him, and there is not a special thing that I could see from that boy. However, I couldn’t take my eyes from him.

“Looking at his condition in the cage, it’s seems that the boys already a useless item for them, so he could sell at a low price but still wasn’t sold. And it looked like they were planning to dispose of him soon.”

“I want to punch them right now!!”

“Is it enough to just punch them? If it was me…”

I somewhat hear Mintz mumbling something disturbing but I pretend I don’t hear it. I also wanted to slash and cut them down, but also understood that doing so would get me arrested by the police if I do such a thing there.

“When he looked up at me I felt from his eyes that it was a gaze that had already given up on everything.”

“Well.. If you meet such eyes like that it can’t be helped, you must have wanted to help him.”

“After I looked at those eyes I couldn’t pull away my sight from him. I don’t know why, but I feel like I have to protect him… I just.. feel like that….”

I don’t know why but I just couldn’t abandon him at all. My instinct kept telling me that he was mine…. He was mine to protect.. to care for…

“So that’s why you bought him huh?”

“Yeah, I know that it’s hypocritical. Because even though I said I want to help him I only bought him from the slave market. That’s like I forced him to be mine. But… I can’t help myself… I must do it.. I have to…”

“Isn’t that fine? Even if it’s like you bought a lover, but.. if you didn’t do it, maybe no one would have saved him.”

“If it’s you, who doesn’t like slave markets more than most people. Sure there will be many things to think about…. But well.. it’s because you bought that boy, that he will no longer feel any painful experiences, isn’t that alright?”

“That’s right. It’s good to be released from slave status you know…”

The words from both of them have really saved me. Until now, everyone who sells slaves, buyers and those who use them have been subjects of my disgust – yet, now I bought him as a slave. Of course I have no intentions of treating him as one, but I still couldn’t forgive myself for buying him as a slave.

“You two are right. Thank you…”

“Really…You are too serious. You don’t have to think about every little thing, take it easy a bit.”

“Well, if you laze about as much as the branch chief, it will be troublesome though ….”

“Did you say something?!”

“No, it’s nothing sir!”

The soup that Mintz was making seemed to be done, so Mintz started cleaning and preparing to go home.

“When this soup cools down let him drink some. I think it’ll be difficult if his consciousness doesn’t return, but please give him a even just a little. Please don’t give him a too much at once. It could get stuck in his throat and be dangerous.”

“Got it!”

“Really, thank you very much Mintz. You’ve been really helpful.”

“No no no this is nothing much. If something happens please call me immediately. I will fly here right away.”

“Yeah of course!”

“We will call you later.”

“Then please excuse me. I’ll see you at the guild later.”

After that, Mintz went back home.

“Okay.. Let’s check the boy’s condition.”

“Yeah…”

Doug and I entered the room where the boy is resting. Inside, he was still sleeping quietly.

“For a while, it would be better to take care of him on our own. You and I will show our face alternately to the guild. Is this okay with you? Well we don’t have any job that require much time right now, so I think this is the best way.”

“I understand, we must check his condition every day, so it would be the best option. But…even if you say that you want to nurse him, wouldn’t it be hard for you? Especially with that arm..”

“If you say it like that then how about your legs? How many years do think have passed since my arm became like this? Don’t worry, I can do mostly everything by myself.”

After hearing what I said to him, Doug make a gesture as to hit me with the left arm which was not cut from the root.

“That’s right, sorry to bother you about this.”

“It’s alright you know.. If I have to say, this is not other people’s affairs anymore. We will protect this boy together okay?”

As Doug said so, he was wiping away the boys sweat forming on his forehead. It’s probably really uncomfortable with the fever, a painful expression is on the boy’s face.

“I will try to give the boy the soup and medicine given by Mintz. Doug, you can take a bath first.”

Well.. I did want to see how Doug will take care of the boy later even if it’s just once, but it doesn’t have to be now.

“Okay, I will leave it to you for now. Please call me if anything happens.”

“Got it.”

Doug heads to the bath, I warm up the soup that Mintz made, and take out the medicine. Then, moved the things bought today and put them in the appropriate places. I grab the soup and medicine, and head towards him.

Sitting beside him while seeing him suffering from high fever with a painful expression, I gaze at his face. I feel that when I look at that figure the desire to make him mine is growing stronger.

Originally, the bear tribe is strongly instinctive to protect small things and weak ones, my desire to protect him is definitely strong, but this feeling seems to go beyond only wanting to protect him.

His black hair, his not sharp small clean nose, thin lips, I still can’t see it now but his black eyes, white skin, I want him all to myself, under my own protection. I don’t ever want to let him go, that’s how deep my feelings have become.

While gazing at him, I unconsciously caress my fingers through his hair. I couldn’t believe I did such a thing once my senses returned, I swear at myself it’s not the time for this and try to make him drink the soup.

The soup that Mintz made is full of minced rabbit meat and some stewed vegetables that have been simmered nicely. The soup is clear, has a reasonable amount of salt, it tastes a little plain but it’s very delicious.

I raise his back slightly, supporting it, and lift the spoon with soup to his mouth. I opened his lips a bit and pour a little in, but there was no sign of swallowing, and the soup almost flowed out from the edge of his mouth. In a hurry, I wiped it with a towel, but if this continued he can’t drink any of it.

I think hard to find a way to get the soup in him. I try a few ways, but in the end I get him to drink via mouth to mouth.

I get a small amount of it in his mouth while telling myself that this is for nursing the sick, this is for the sick person, for the sick person, no other objective.

I open the boys mouth a little, pour the soup and close his lips with mine. When the liquid flowed to the back of his throat, the body seems to desire it, so it was swallowed nicely.

He looks so lovely as he tried so hard to swallow the liquid from my mouth. While it flowed in, the tongue of the boy and mine entangled a bit and it’s was a strange feeling, or to be honest a pleasant feeling, but once again I told myself this is for nursing the sick.

Even if I forcibly make him drink too much from the beginning, he won’t be healthy instantly, rather it will be a burden to his body, so I give him about half of the bowl and do the medicine in the same way. The medicine was very bitter. I wonder if this should be mixed with something sweet…? I will think about it next time when I get him to drink the medicine again.

After watching the boy’s condition for a while, Doug came into the room, steam coming from his body because he just got out from the bath.

“Oh.. the bath feel so good. Wow, looks like the boy’s complexion is getting better.”

“It’s because I gave him some soup, medicine, and water.”

“Ah, I see I see. But to be able to give him the soup even though he’s not conscious. What did you do?”

“……… I fed him mouth to mouth..”

“…. Say it one more time.”

“…. I said I fed him mouth to mouth.”

“……Well, that can’t be helped! Because he’s not conscious! Side benefit… side benefit!”

I want to know what he means by side benefit, but I’ll let it go for now.

“I will look after the boy, so you should take a bath this time. Let’s eat together when you’re done, then go to bed.”

“I understand, please look after him.”

“Got it!”

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1.New Life

⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️ Descriptions of Rape, Abuse, and Suicide.

When I woke up it wasn’t the world that I knew. After my job at the hospital was done, I wanted to rest my tired body as soon as possible, so went home early that day. After I closed my eyes, a dazzling light flashed around me, and my whole body had a feeling of being tossed around. When my vision returned, I see an unfamiliar commuting road surrounded by trees.

The surprises didn’t stop at that, my body also felt somewhat changed. My body feels so light. Even though my back pain was really terrible because I had surgery before, the pain is gone like it never existed.

From the start, my height was already not very high, but now the line of sight was strangely low, my hands were small, and also my legs are short. The shoes I was wearing are too big for me, the shirt and jacket I was wearing were slipping off, and the chino pants that I wore was sliding down to my feet.

I was frozen for a while because I couldn’t understand the situation I was in, but I managed to regain my sanity and start walking until I arrived at a lake in the forest. My throat feels a little dry so I rushed to the waterside while searching something that I can use as container to drink the water. The water in the lake was clearer than I thought, it should be okay to drink it, while I was trying to scoop the water I saw my reflection on the water and it was really shocking. I still can’t forget how shocked I was at that time even until now. It wasn’t my face that reflected on the surface of the water. No, to say it correctly it wasn’t a face of the present me, my face and body had become young again.

Even though I was already 40 years old, the nurses from my workplace said that my appearance was baby faced and I look like a trainee rather than an employee, they said they envied my looks, but my colleague doctors and boss laughed at me saying that they can’t feel any dignity for me because of my face.

Back to the story, the image that appears in the water surface was a face of a sincere 10 year old boy. No matter how baby faced my appearance is it shouldn’t look that young.

The conclusion is, I was stranded in an unknown place for unknown reasons. I finally understand what people meant what they say about when human beings exceed their mental limit they can’t think about anything.

Well, I don’t really remember anything that happened from there. From what I remember, when I was wandering around in the forest, I meet a bad guy, they pointed a knife at me. I was surprised and tried to escape, but I was attacked from behind and fainted. When I woke up, I was already sitting inside a carriage while wearing a shackled on my hands and feet. I arrived at a place like a town, dropped from the carriage and put in a cage. There was another person who was wearing shackles the same as me, but of course they weren’t Japanese. I don’t know why, but animal ears were attached to their heads and their skin had scales.

That’s all I can remember. After that, I finally understood that this place wasn’t Japan or the earth that I know, this place is an another world, and I was caught by a bandit, then sold as a “slave”. Fortunately, I was able to understand the language here and I can even talk using it, so I’m desperately trying to tell a man who seemed to be a slave trader about my circumstances, but I was laughed at and beaten. It was a very shocking moment for me to get beaten, I, who was living in a peaceful country like Japan before I came to this world, and living a life unrelated to violence, never expected myself to get treatment like this.

Several days passed, and one day I was pulled out from the cage to wear a collar made of iron on my neck. When the man who put the collar on my neck chanted something like magic words, the collar warmed up for a moment but it quickly subsided.

After that they take me to a horse carriage and I was brought to a gorgeous mansion. In that mansion, I was told to wash my body with water, wrapped my body with a big cloth, and then they brought me to a luxurious room to stand in front of many men that were already sitting in the room before I came.

A cat eared man that seemed to be the oldest among the three, grabs my arm and starts talking to the other men. I can understand from their conversation that human tribe are a rare being in this world, especially the black eyes and black haired ones are priceless. Thus, apparently the men seemed to look at me with sexual desire.

To be honest, I was already aware about the fact that I’m a homosexual since long time ago. However, this is the first time I was seeing with creepy looks like that so I feel nothing but fear. When I was still in Japan even late bloomers like me are sometimes able to find a man that fit my type on the street. But, I only looked and never did anything, so I had no experience at all, I’m always busy with my work and while I didn’t notice it I already become a 40 year old virgin.

Because I was feeling danger coming from the man, I tried to escape from the place, but they immediately caught me and dragged me into a luxurious bed in the room. My intuition was right, I was raped by the 3 of them. Tears fell from my eyes because of the pain that come from a foreign thing entering my chrysanthemum for the first time, I got a cock in my mouth and was raped until my consciousness flew away. Of course I had tried to resist them, but when I tried to resist too hard, they kicked and punched me, not only that, electric shock come out from the collar that I wore and it gave me severe pain. Gradually, I was losing my will to resist.

The morning after they raped me my body felt so terrible. I couldn’t see my anus directly, but I think it was ripped, the bleeding was intense, the place where they hit me became bruised, and it was difficult for me to even move my body. After that, I was treated by man who seems to be a servant of the house, and I was confined to a room like a zashikirou where the sun can’t get in. (TL: edo period room for confining criminals or lunatic, basically a jail) When I think that I graduated from being virgin by being raped, I was shaking and crying for several days. The only meals that they give to me was a hard bread and a slightly seasoned soup per-day. Well.. because I didn’t have much appetite I don’t really mind it.

Since that time, every few days different slave was taken to the room of the mansion’s owner, they were raped like me. The owner, servants, and slave are not human like me, they are all a beast man, such as dog man, cat man, or some species who have scales in their skin. From their conversation, I hear that apparently sex with a human like me is very pleasant. Compared to the Beastman kind, humans have a lot of magical power in their body, (I also knew the concept of magic in this world for the first time at this moment) It seems that when they link their body with a human body the magical power brings a tremendous pleasure for them.

And the most shocking fact is, there is no women exist in this world. I tried to gather more necessary information about how to life in this world, but I never really got much, the little information that I did get is some of them had to get married to make an heir. To think the other party was all men.. I was wondering how a baby is born in this world, well.. I had no way to know the answer though.

After that, for a while, my daily routine in that mansion started, I woke up, ate, got raped, sleep and woke up, eating, raped, sleeping…… just repeated like that, a daily routine like that continued for several months. The fact that I was getting used to being raped by them and can endure more pain is really frightening me.

But one day, suddenly I was taken away from the mansion and brought to another mansion. Apparently my former master tired of my body, then he sold me to another master. My daily routine in the new mansion is almost the same as before. There was only one difference from the former master to the new master, that is the new master seemed to like to be spoiled by little boys during sex.

But, because I’m a 40 year old man inside, that doesn’t know how to spoil someone, I was not able to spoil the master very well. The master doesn’t like the way I talk and I got scolded many times until I could do it right. I had to change the way I talk, talking like a little boy, and spoiled the master as much as I could. It took me a while to change my speech, but in the end, I managed to adapt to it. At that time, I started to forget the fact that I was a 40 year old from Japan and I began to live an illusion that I was a real little boy from the start.

The life as a sex slave didn’t last very long in one place, when the master got tired, I was sold, bought again, got tired of, sold, bought again, that cycle had happened many times.

Fortunately, almost all master who bought me seems to had a thing for little boys. The experiences that I get from the second mansion was extremely useful, but I feel it’s made me lose myself more than before. I repeated a life like that about…. maybe, two years?

After that, a much deeper hell was waiting for me.

I was sold to the brothel. Before that time, I think my life was a happier life, I don’t intended to say that I was happy, but my life in the brothel was hell. I must serve a customer every day and I never allowed to take a rest. It’s still feels better if a customer are just doing ordinary sex. Sometimes, they used sex tools that can give stimulation or some disgusting sex tool that can give extreme stimulation to make my consciousness drift, on top of that, some customers would change into the appearance of a beast (it was also the first time I knew since I came to this world that some of them can change into the appearance of a beast) and then they raped me many times. It was so hard, painful, and tough, I don’t know how many times already, I really wished to die at that time. I don’t know whether because a human was unusual or not I’m always raped using various ways like an experiment.

Even though I wanted to die, I couldn’t do it myself. It was because the collar on my neck seems to be a magical tool, various curses were applied to limit the slave’s behavior. The curse they put on me is like an absolute obedience curse, the curse that prevent me from suicide and speaking without commanded, a curse of magical power seal was recently applied.

Some of the curse passed magical power directly to the body rather than to the collar, after that a trace like a tattoo remained, there was also another curse as a sexual slave, but this wasn’t necessary to know about.

Prohibition of suicide is to prevent the product (the slave) from committing suicide without permission, prohibition of speech is to prevent the slave from vomiting words of refusal to customers and if the slave knows or hears something that’s a secret in bed they can’t tell it to other people, magical power seal was to be careful about human tribe high magical power. Because of that, I couldn’t kill myself, there was no other way to just stay still, life in everyday like a hell, killing my heart and mind. In fact, I had tried to commit suicide several times, but my body didn’t move as I wanted to.

If there is even a little displeasure from the employees and customers of the brothel, If I do one mistake…..no, even if I don’t do anything, depending on their mood they will give me a punishment without mercy. Not eating for several days is still better than beaten with a whip, become a sandbag and beaten, tie down like a showcase, or prohibited to sleep several days, only a day full of torture is what a slave will get.

Life in that brothel lasted about a year or two, and then finally, my body was broken. It seemed that because of malnutrition and the abuse I got day after day my physical strength is gone, my fever was never cured, and I couldn’t move my body at all. The handling of a slave like this has always been decided. It’s whether to be sold to slaver trader or discarded on the road. Of course, even a slave trader don’t usually buy a slave without commodity value, I don’t know why, but they still want to buy me from the brothel.

It’s seems that the reason why I was accepted was of course, because a human tribe slave is rare and can be sold expensively, it’s famous to be used as a sex slave or working slave. For the slave trader, if they can sell the slave it’s good, if the slave dies before they can sell it, that can’t be helped but it’s not a bad thing for them. The employee who worked under slave trader, saw a slave as nothing other than a thing, and their treatment to the slaves was also really terrible.

Sometimes I had to serve ten people overnight, and among them there is one person that looked the strongest had an abnormally high sexual desire but he had no taste in sex. One time, he whipped me until my skin was torn and bloody. Another time, a man’s rod was inserted in my ass and my face was beaten without stopping until it was fully swollen. And another time, my left arm and right hand were broken because they bound me too hard. These acts were done quite frequently without waiting for my wounds to heal. In other words, I still had to serve the other employee no matter how bad my condition is.

I’m already at my limit. Anybody is fine, someone… please kill me already…

In my horrible condition I was put in a cage and sent out to the slave market. Because my face is fully swollen I can’t see anything at all. In everyone’s eyes, my condition was absolutely terrible. A few days ago, because I was raped by a big beast figured guy, my ass was ripped and I can’t move my body. I don’t think someone will buy me like this. No…even if I am bought, it seems that the daily things that are waiting for me in the end was the same hellish life, I don’t care about it anymore. If this suffering continues, its better if I die right now, that’s the only thing I want.

The slave trader loudly calls the guests and explains to them the slave‘s race and selling points to customers. But of course they say nothing about me. It’s hard for me to keep my head up so it’s just hanging down, and then a shadow covered my surroundings. It seems that someone came in front of my cage. I tried to raise my face, but with my condition it’s really hard to see, looks like it’s someone with a big body.

It seems that he staring at me and looks closely at the part that couldn’t really be considered a face and it makes me feel awkward. That person and the slave trader are talking. The next moment the man said to the slave trader.

“I will buy this guy, how much?”

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Sorry for not uploading anything for awhile I’ve been making my Christmas present for my sister. It’s something that’ll take a bit of time so I started early, but I will translate a chapter soon like within a day or two.

ACDWL c.19

My son’s half-body
─?side─

It’s rare for my son who left the house soon after being able to become humanized, to visit the family.

Because of the nature of the akinist tribe that we can’t be in groups.

It’s because of the pressure that akinists’ emit.

Even while humanized, although the feeling is weaker than the times animalized, it still leaks.

With three akinists together, those who are around them are intimidated, and sometimes those who get sick will appear.

That’s why my son was obliged to leave the house immediately after being able to humanize.

My wife and I can live in the same house for only a while.

The number of akinist who can easily give birth to children has decreased year by year, now there’s only us three.

For me it was still good.

Even though it was an arranged marriage, I was able to marry an Akinist wife.

However, there is no akinist who can marry our son.

In other words, pure akinist will no longer be born.

My son’s child will be a half-akinist, mixed with another race.

The blood of a pure akinist will cease.

However, even so my son’s child, will still be half akinist.

That’s why I think His Majesty is so impatient.

I was also told that he had refused marriage arrangements many times.

We’ve got petitions many times asking us to convince our son, but he never accepted.

Because of the akinist’s might, it’s a power that Marihecht does not want to lose.

We have lived for a long time, and since the birth of Rodokiaus is a miraculous fertility, children will not be born anymore.

In other words, the only healthy young akinist who can make a child is Rodokiausu.

Therefore, it would be said that it’s still good that the power of an akinist is left to future generations, even if it’s half.

According to rumors, Rodokiaus seems to have had a lover, It seems that it didn’t last long.

And now, He says that he’s mostly working, and currently not socializing with anyone.

It’s said that an akinist has low fertility as a whole, but it goes up a little with strong feelings towards the partner.

That’s why it was said that even if you get married with a good match, the chances of having children is quite low.

For the country, us last two married, and had a child.

We were forced to do such an obligation, and having been able to have a child can only be said to be a miracle.

──I don’t hate my wife.

But, “Do you love me?” when asked, it’s a fact that I’m not able to nod.

I’ve been with her for many years now, but she feels somewhat more like a comrade.

I didn’t want to let my son feel the same way, although it was a petition from His Majesty, I pretended not to see it.

If my son wants a child, I’ll respect his will even if he doesn’t.

I’ve been serving my country so far.

It’ll be allowed for us, now in current position, to pass with this much.

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One day, I heard the rumor of my son again.

It was rumored that he protected a child, but what surprised me more was the existence of his “half-body.”

My son, has finally found his “half-body”.

I was wondering if he will come to report his marriage right away, but there’s no such sign.

I don’t even hear rumors that he’s getting ready to get married.

The rumor may have been false.

But, I heard rumors again.

It seems that the protected child is his half-body.

I think he’s going to get married after the child becomes humanized.

……But, isn’t it not good to have such a report?

Why do we have to rely on rumors?

There’s no one who talks to us who are akinist cheaply, so it’s slower for such information to come in than anyone else.

Even though it’s about my son, I’m sure I’m the last one to hear.

Not only does he not show his face, but he also rarely sends letters.

For my son, even our parents are out of the scope of interest.

Akinist does not even look at things that are not of interest.

It’s the nature of an akinist that I and my wife have.

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One day.

Without any warning, my son suddenly came home.

There were no reports or letters.

I feel he came right away.

My son who I haven’t seen for a long time, as an akinist, as a soldier, I think he’s gotten stronger.

But—

I stare at the figure of the child held up on his arm.

It seems to be a humanized, child.

There was nothing to indicate the race, and the dark eyes were shining brightly.

……who’s this?

“Nisu to meed you. I’m, Ko. Ryodo, um, ish, dis.…… Ryodo’s, papa? Ryodo’s, mama?’

The words were uttered in a tongue-tied manner.

“Ko?”

When listening there was hard-to-hear words, but I nod after thinking for a moment.

Was the pronunciation off?

This kid who’s apparently named Ko, has round ears with no hair next to his face, and no scales, feathers, or a tail.

Will it be under his clothes?

However, I’ve lived a long time, and never seen this race before.

I’ve seen most of the tribes……

“Ko asked to come because he wanted to know the size of an akinist when they are born. That’s all we came for.”

I don’t mean to laugh, with his hard face, a son who gives the impression that he is somewhat cold.

When I left home, did I not change much either?

“Sure, about this big.”

My wife shows the size by hand.

Since it’s been 156 years, there’s no helping it if the memory is weak.

“Small, huh.”

Ko still seemed to get the information he wanted to hear, and smiled happily.

Looks like emotions are all out on his face…… I think it’s cute.

It seems my wife thinks the same.

“You’re so cute.”

I said, and tried to pat Ko’s head—

My hand met air.

This is because Rodokius, who was holding Ko, moved his body so I couldn’t touch him.

The other party is a child, half-body?

Given that, Rodokius’s actions are not a joke at all……

Judging Rodokius from up to now, it’s unthinkable.

Even when young, he didn’t show any interest to anyone.

I don’t think he was too interested even in us, his parents.

And yet—

The expression of Rodokius who strokes Ko’s head is a soft smile that I’ve never seen before.

I can’t believe he could make a face like that….

…I wonder if the other party is his half-body.

“That’s all I came for.”

Saying that and turned heel to return.

I understand that we are not of interest.

……No, I feel like he wants to go home early.

He didn’t even introduce us.

Will he need anything from us in the future?

“Ryodo, gyood byee? Akinisd……”

And, Ko seems to be terribly sorry.

……what, what?

Ko’s gaze, is directed at us.

Did he still have something to ask?

“If you don’t have any urgent business, why don’t you just stay here? Did you hear about the poor efficiency of the third Legion?”

Rodokiausu wants to go home already, but Ko still wants to stay huh.

This is why I stayed quiet─

Rodokiausu looks as if he’s going to kill me.

His eyes are completely hostile.

Towards a half-body, this is the difference……

But, why do you hate me?

I’m rodokiausu’s father, and Ko is my future son in law.

“Ryodo, short time? Go home, dis place, not……no gwood?”

However, as soon as Ko said something to hold him back, he seemed to give up on going home

That Rodokiausu, albeit being his half-body, is being swayed by only a child…..

Rodokiausu shakes his head and smiles at Ko-

“Wa~a! Tank you. Ryodo, Tank you!”

Ko laughs happily.

…… Well, if he’s that pleased with only this much, you’ll want to listen to Ko’s request even if you’re not his half-body

With his appearance, the emotional Ko, is fun to watch.

……But, do we have any business

And, what was Rodokiausu going to ask?

To talk to them slowly, we sat down.

Rodokiausu put Ko on his lap.

In the beginning, Rodokiausu, who told the rough story of, saving time.

According to the story, Ko’s race is still unknown.

And, the fact that he was not able to understand our words originally was surprising.

Although Ko is lisping, he’s still talking.

…… No way, he memorized it?

Isn’t it just a little over a month since Rodokiausu started to look after him

Ko seems to be very intelligent

“I’m Salibatus, Rodokiausu‘s father.”

“…… Shari?”

He didn’t seem to catch it.

(It’s better to have him call me by a nickname.

Even with Rodokiausu, he uses a nickname, and he can’t say it properly without a lisp.

“Sato.”

“Shato?”

It’s the first time I’ve been called by nickname, with a lisp, I’m happy and smile.

“I am his mother, Aruteamiya. Call me Aru?”

“Aryu?”

In Rodokiausu’s childhood, because he’s my child I did indeed treat him with love, but was he ever so cute?

Rodchiau did not indulge in being spoiled, and akinist’s are stronger than other races from childhood, and he often went out alone.

But, in Ko’s case…… for some reason I want to pamper him.

“Ko, big, nyow, Sowsewew, sowdjer. Sowsewew, of, Ryodo. Lou, sayd, yes.”

Sowsewew?

……You mean sorcerer

It seems that Rodokiausu‘s nickname is Ryodo but…..

“Who is Lou?

“The Torik representative, Rudikda Rennaiga”

When I asked that question, Rodokiausu supplements it.

Do you always talk like this?

However, it can be understood from the power felt from Ko that he became a sorcerer

It’s quite a lot of magic.

Seems, he’ll be a future big-shot.

With that power is likely to become a country representative, rather than a towen’s

It’s amazing that he’s already learning magic

“You will become Rodokiausu‘s sorcerer? You won’t aim to be Marichect country’s sorcerer?”

“? Ryodo, only.”

Is this, because you’re a child

Because he’s his half-body

Are you not aware of the nature of your power

Don’t you have any desire to improve

“Ko, doesn’t know why he was where I found him. He was suddenly pulled from his family and seemed to be put there while sleeping…. I haven’t told anyone yet, Ko seems to have lived in a country called “Niho” with a star called “Chikyu”

I can’t imagine how he came to Marihect.”

I’m surprised at what was told indifferently

I’ve never heard of such a star

I’ve never heard of such a country

Is that why, I couldn’t make myself understood

Why I’ve never seen his tribe?

Story of beyond the sea…. but are you sure

“Ko looks like this but seems to be 18 years old. Also, this look doesn’t seem to be his original appearance either. Ko says he’s an adult……. and the average life expectancy is less than 100 years old.

“—eh!?”

I got up involuntarily

Ko started at me in surprise.

He didn’t know what the conversation was about, so he tilted his head frequently

It seems that Rodokiausu was talking so fast, because he didn’t want Ko to hear it

Even if it’s Ko’s current state…..?

Is it because you care

“If he’s 18 years old and has a lifetime of only 100, you can’t stay together for long! What are you going to do after that?

I know what it’ like, after being left by your half-body

It’s just like a lifeless living doll who doesn’t feel like doing anything, and whose soul is missing

Some people give up their lives

If he’d have lived for a long time, it might still be ok, but Rodokiausu is still very young

Even if it’s 100 years later, Rodchiaus would be 256 years old at that time

Still in the prime of life

An age that hasn’t lived half of his life

“……Ko said he came from a different world. He also said he didn’t know when he would return to his original world. That’s why, if he’s by my side until then, that’s all I need.”

“…………”

I lost my words at the present situation of my sons

The same goes for my wife

“Ko doesn’t say he wants to go home in front of me. He dosen’t say he wants to see his family. Even making a sad face he doesn’t do as much as possible…… He’s putting up with is feelings for me.”

With those words, he looks at Ko, sitting on Rodokiausu’s lap with a concerned face.

Even though he looks so young, he cares more than adults

“Ryodo, what?”

“Work, talk.”

After all, it seems that it’s content that he didn’t want Ko to hear

Half-body

they really care about each other…… can they be happy in such a state?

“…… awight.”

Ko is making an indescribable face

Although it seems that he’s not convinced

But, he didn’t complain and turned his eyes to us again.

However, After a while, he started to squint.

Flickeringly he glances at us

On the contrary, Rodchiaus’s expression becomes stiff

It’s just like when he first arrived home

“What’s going on?”

When I called out to him, Ko looked up with sparkling eyes

“Akinichu, become?

I hear unexpected words, that made me astonished.

Hearing that, Rodokiausu makes a funny face that says ‘After all…’.

In other words that is…..

“Ko, can stand the might of akinist!?”

It’s a surprise.

I’ve never heard, of such a child.

Even adults are pressured by the might of beastified akinist’s.

“For Ko, there’s no pressure from akinist. On the contrary, he boils with happiness. Saying “Like” and “Cute”…… But mysteriously, he was afraid of His Majesty. At first, he was also scared of Sig, but now he’s used to him.”

With Rodokiausu‘s words, I’m too surprised I lose my words.

His Majesty is of the Gatrea race

A long-lived, governing race

And yet, he’s scared…

No matter how you think about it, most people are afraid of akinist

…… But, I’m happy if you like us

Undress and beasify.

“Kyaa! Akinichu!! Pwetty like ah, pwetty like, hey.”

With hands on his cheeks, Ko raised his voice in excitement

“Can twouch, a wittle, bi?”

He approaches while reaching out.

There’s no reason to say “No” after being asked with such a sparkling eyes.

“It’s fine.”

As soon as l speak the words of permission, his small hand pats my coat.

It’s filled with exquisite power, It’s so pleasant that my throat is ringing.

“******!****.”

Ko said something in a language that I’ve never heard of

What to do, Rodokiaus

is watching us with great eyes.

It seems that he didn’t want him to be in this state

However, an existence which does not fear akinist is valuable

When I lick his cheek, Ko smiled happily and laughed.

……I was immediately separated by Rodokiaus

Even though he’s your half-body, you have a narrow mind.

─? (Ryodo Father) side end ─

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Yeah, so… went to six flags for my birthday, and lost my god d*mn phone!

I’ve been checking my email for any updates but no luck….☹️ I hate it!😭 At the very least my dad was in need of an upgrade for his and gave me his old one. I had just bought a new case and everything!! I’m heart broken…. So I’m very sorry for not uploading any chapters, really very sorry.

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So I’ve got half-ish of a Comfortable Different World Life chapter 20, but it’s torture on my brain. So I’m working on Beasts Giving Love chapter 14 right now, it’s a lot easier on me with the speech parts. Sorry about not updating for a while I had to take a mental heath break. I’ll post BGL ch.14 very soon.